我真正需要的

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我需要保護我的銀行卡

我需要剛出籠的饅頭，香噴噴的肉湯

我需要穿體現我風格的衣裳

我需要一輛像樣的車子

我需要社交和朋友

我需要旅遊、增長見聞

我需要工作，但更需要伸懶腰

我需要躺在你的懷裡

有時候，還需要跟你吵架

我需要戴口罩，最好外科醫用的那種

我需要洗手，每次至少二十秒

我需要消毒，70%酒精噴霧

我需要降溫，痛痛快快地咳嗽

我需要打針和吃藥

我需要止痛我需要呼吸機

我需要和藹的醫生和一個幫我擦拭的護士

這麼多天了，我依然還需要跟你隔離

現在

我累了

除了安安靜靜地睡覺

我什麼都不需要

不，我還需要

在夜幕最後一次垂落之前

我需要一隻手幫我拉開窗簾

讓我再看一眼

窗外日夜徘徊不肯離去的你

What I Need Most

By Kong Yin

I need to protect my bank card,

I need steaming bread and savory broth,

I need clothes matching my style,

I need a decent car, parties and   friends.

I need vacations and novel   experiences,

I need to work, but also to stretch   myself;

I need to lie in your arms

and sometimes I need to argue.

I need to wear a mask, preferably N95,

I need to wash my hands, for at least   20 seconds,

I need to disinfect, 70% alcohol   spray;

I need a productive cough, and   something to reduce my fever;

I need painkillers and a ventilator;

I need an amiable doctor, a nurse who   cleanses me.

After all these days, I’m still   isolated from you.

And now

I'm tired;

besides deep slumber

I need nothing.

Ah, no! Just before my last dusk falls

I still need a kind soul to open the   curtains

allowing me one last glimpse of you;

day and night pacing outside, refusing   to leave.