Finally I get started. The first try took me three minutes to write some paragraphs in Chinese very emotionally, but when I submitted, it did disappear.

Second time I wrote some simple English instead, it disappeared again.

And the third time, I just wihsede to try by having tried something stupid, it did succeed.

So this is the way it is. Back twenty years, I would be unhappy, but now I just accept it. Life has told me to accept what happend. Getting angry doesn\'t help anybody. So accept as it is, and wish for better luck next time