As a leader, you have right to decide your life, but not others. I graduated that year from QH. We have 6 student dead. If they are still alive, life will be much better to their parents and siblings. I still remember my parents tried to find me crazily. At that moment, I yelled to them because they didn\\\\\\\'t support what I did. Now I can imagine what kind of life would be if they lost their only son in their rest of life. I have four kids now, but I can not afford to lost any of them. Chai\\\\\\\'s problem is she thought revolution need some blood from somebody else, but not hers. She need live to lead or see the victory of revolution. This is typical, traditional Chinese revolution leader\\\\\\\'s concept.
有些人总是要求别人如何如何，ta应该想想ta自己又做的如何 life is short for everybody.你有什麽资格去要求别人去如何生活？！ 另外， 流血不流血不是某个学生能决定的， 真正的杀人犯大家心里都清楚。 你不去冲指挥枪的喊， 而要把流血的责任推到手无寸铁的学生身上， 没毛病吧？！
So many years have past. I really want to know the truth about 6.4. but can't trust any media or any 烩砈〃. If you are at 約初 that day. Can you write more about what happened that day? Thanks.
