It seems in the family sex is something else and him is someone else. But certainly it has to be for the same person. When I talk to other men he has feeling of being betrayed. But when he left me, I also feel his leaving.

It has to be complete in one person because of our sense. Our heart is loyalty to ourselves.

The life is so horrible when I think about going on with a marriage and the age can't make any achievement. We need a marriage and safety, a home that can keep warm and cares. But a home can't put so many things inside.