2003 年舊文 Brian\'s lamp 照亮 the second floor bathroom, 使整個房間顯得光輝明亮. 乳黃色的counter 顯得異常明淨. 深夜, 極靜, 街上的車行聲偶爾傳來. 烘托出一個獨在的, 靜謐的安詳, 仿佛時間在這一刻止步, 世界靜立於此. 看着牆鏡中的我, 聆聽着我的輕微的呼吸, “我在此, 在此時” 的念頭是這麼鮮明, 仿佛我在此時有了一個full existence: 我全部在此. 我不再是distracted, 也不再是自我分離的, 我這麼鮮明, 這麼充分地擁有自己並存在於此. Worry free. No big money, no big fame, no big professional success, just a unique and self-conscious human being. I am fully conscious of and fully endorse and appreciate my full existence here and now. This is enough. I experience peace, tranquility and content deep inside me. This is enough. This is the truth and the beauty of life. The source of life and the root of ease lie nowhere but in me, in every person with a true heart and an honest mind. I can find or experience 永恆的幸福 in myself in so far as I have job security and a decent income.
