My mom has passed away last evening at 6:48pm. Our whole family are peaceful and even my brother said:"Let's just think it is like June said, she went to heaven."   I did get frustrated in the morning thinking God has forsaken me, seeing how painful my mom was at the last several hours. After crying loud in the hospital room, 10 mins later I read the christian book <<The Dew of Hermon>> and the answer is right there - it talks about we humans always try to understand God's will our ways, not really God's will. This morning when I started reading bible, it all came back to me that when my sister called me this time telling me that my mom has gotten worse, whenever I prayed, I would cry non-stoppingly.
 
God has always be there with me! The Holy Spirit knows what my mom will go through and cried through me! The verse I got for my mom meant her soul will be saved!
 
I will stay another week to take care of the funerals.