目录 Catalog：9.0 序言 Preface；9.1 拓疆房地产公司 TJ Real Estate Ltd；9.2 岩土顾问公司 Soil Engineers Ltd；9.3 黑社会帮我 Mafia Helps Me；9.4 我抑郁了 I'm Depressed；9.5 桫椤给我改性格 Sal Changes my Personality；9.6 迷惑 Muddles；9.7 社会环境 Social Environment； 9.8 把工程作坏 Job Rip；9.9 觉思失调 Schizophrenia

9.0 序言 Preface

1998年4月，我东北大学硕士毕业了，也失业了。我担心刘团长在背后坏我，到新的工作单位后找不到女朋友，就不愿意去国家机关，学校等国营的企事业单位，认为在私人企业他很难使坏。我喜欢搞房地产，可我是色盲，不愿意练习计算机绘图，使我找工作遇到了困难。我在家里，平时上个英语口语学习班，也参加了GRE的学习班，但我发现GRE对我太难了，学不了。

In April 1998, I graduated with a master's degree from Northeastern University and became unemployed. I was worried that Liu was doing something bad to me behind my back and that I would not be able to find a girlfriend at my new workplace. So, I was unwilling to work in state-owned enterprises and institutions such as government agencies and schools, thinking that it would be difficult for him to do something bad in private enterprises. I like real estate, but I am color blind and unwilling to practice computer graphics, which made it difficult for me to find a job. At home, I usually took an English-speaking class and participated in a GRE class, but I found that GRE was too difficult for me, and I could not learn it.

9.1 拓疆房地产公司TJ Real Estate Ltd

1999年春，辽宁拓疆房地产公司的董事长，刘总找到了我，说他们在沈阳人才市场发现了我的个人简历，让我做这个公司的经理。工作中，刘总让自己找项目，自己做方案，计划成熟了再向他汇报。刘总是1960、70年代在沈阳军区大院里长大的；我接触的人也多是沈阳军区的高干子女。同事们开始给我介绍女朋友了；我把以前的不开心事全忘了。

刘总是会计出身，没什么复杂的经历，可他写了回忆录，而且准备出版（注1）。

我常常对我的工作中弄虚作假的事而烦恼，而且因为工作中所做的亏心事，常常感到恐惧。我申请了移民加拿大，决定如果我在这里工作得不好，就到国外去开辟新天地。

注9.1，刘总写回忆录的行为对我的影响很大。我写回忆录就是因为他的熏染。

In the spring of 1999, Mr. Liu, the chairman of Liaoning Tuo’jiang Real Estate Company, found me and said that they found my resume in the Shenyang Human Resource Market and asked me to be the manager of the company. At work, Mr. Liu asked me to find projects and make plans by myself, to report to him when the plans were mature. Mr. Liu grew up in the compound of the Shenyang Military Region in the 1960s and 1970s; most of the people I met were children of high-ranking officials in the Shenyang Military Region. My colleagues began to introduce girlfriends to me; I forgot all the unhappy affairs in the past.

Mr. Liu was an accountant by profession and had no complicated experience, but he wrote a memoir and was preparing to publish it (note 1).

I was often troubled by the fraud in my work, and I was often afraid because of the bad things I did at work. I applied to immigrate to Canada and decided that if I couldn't work well here, I would go abroad to open a new world.

Note 9.1, Mr. Liu's act of writing a memoir had a great influence on me. I wrote my memoir because of his influence.

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