2001年移民加拿大后，一次我回国乘飞机经由美国。美国警察来接我，伴随我上了另一架飞机。回加拿大时在芝加哥转机，我被扣留在了机场，等待审查结果。等了十几个小时之后，一个警察来跟我说： “老规矩，你可能都知道了！限你48小时之内离开美国。你在美国期间，我会一直陪着你；吃饭、睡觉、上厕所、去商店，去公园，我都陪着你。”

After immigrating to Canada in 2001, I returned home and flew through the United States. The American police came to pick me up and accompanied me to another plane. Transiting in Chicago on my way back to Canada, I was detained at the airport awaiting the results of the review. After waiting for more than a dozen hours, a policeman came to me and said, "You probably know the old rules! You are allowed to leave the U.S. within 48 hours. I will always be with you while you are in the United States; Eat, sleep, go to the toilet, go to the store, go to the park, I will accompany you.”

我对此很生气。美国警察说：“这你有什么生气的！美国和中国的关系不是那么友好；美国不欢迎你这种人！你来这儿干什么？”

我回答：“什么也不干，就是转机、路过！若不是你们把我扣留下来，这时候，我已经在加拿大自己的家里了！”

他说：“我在计算机屏幕上都看到了，十几个组织调查了你十几个小时。你来这里没事！？我才不信呢！当然，你不可能告诉我！我只是按照计算机屏幕告诉我的，例行公事，做我的工作。”

I was mad at that. The American policeman said: "What are you angry about! The relationship between the United States and China is not so friendly; People like you are not welcome in the United States! What are you doing here?”

I replied, “Do nothing, just turn around, pass by! If you hadn't detained me, I would already be in my own home in Canada by this time!”

“I saw it all on my computer screen, and more than a dozen organizations investigated you for more than a dozen hours,” he said. Are you all right here!? I don't believe it! Of course, you can't tell me! I just follow what the computer screen tells me, routine, and do my job.”

注9.7-1，美国中央情报局对我的关注是引发我觉思失调症的一个因素。我怎么被列入了美国的不欢迎人物名单？直到2014年，我写完回忆录才明白。1996年，一次我和室友，那个来自国务院的警察（参见第7章《东北大学》）谈话时，他说： “他们（去砸美国领事馆的同学）进没进美国的那个名单，我不知道，但你是已经进去了。对不起！都是因为我。我这种人一出北京，就会被他们盯得死死的。我来东北大学读博士，碰巧和你住一个寝室一年多。他们就不这么认为；他们认为我和你有什么勾搭，所以你就被列进了美国的那个名单。”

Annotation 9.7-1, U.S. CIA's concern for me was a factor in my mental illness. How did I get on the list of persona non grata in the United States? It wasn't until 2014 that I finished writing my memoirs that I understood. In 1996, when I spoke to my roommate, the police officer from State (see Chapter 7 Northeastern University), he said, “They [the classmates who went to smash the U.S. consulate] got into the American Blacklist or not, I don't know, but you have already entered. I'm sorry! It's all because of me. As soon as people like me leave Beijing, they (i.e., American spies) will stare us. I came to Northeastern University for my Ph.D. and happened to live in a dormitory with you for more than a year. They don't think so; They thought I had something to do with you, so you got on that blacklist of United States.”

那怎么还10多个部门一起研究我呢？与我这个国务院警察室友对应的美国国家部门就是美国电影中的那种“X-file”警察。他们是直接受美国白宫领导的秘密警察，涉及的部门多。

So why are more than 10 departments studying me together? The U.S. state department that corresponds to my State Department police roommate is the kind of "X-file" cop in American movies. They are secret police directly under the leadership of the White House and involve many departments.

（事例 2）

例如，一次，加拿大联邦警察打电话问我：“你在XXX时间，去了YYY地方；你到那里干什么？”

我回答：“那时我在多伦多，那段时间，我就没离开过多伦多。你可以打电话去我工作的DAVROC 询问一下；那时我在上班啊！”

警察说：“美国那帮人在调查你，要看你的档案；这件事，我们有困难。不过，我们可以帮你找人权律师，起诉他们。”

我回答：“你们有困难，就让他们看吧！我没钱，负担不起雇用律师的费用。”

事后，我想警察怎么说“那帮人”！他们是谁（注2）！

美国和加拿大联邦警察多次打电话给我；我不知道为什么，谁在监视我。他们的调查进入了我的信誉记录；我就麻烦了，却无可奈何。

(Case 2)

Once, the Canadian Federal Police called me and asked, "You went to XXX place at YYY time; What are you doing there?”

I replied, "I was in Toronto at the time, and I haven't left Toronto during the whole time." YOU CAN CALL DAVROC WHERE I WORK TO ASK; I was always at work!”

The police said: "That group of American are investigating you and wants to see your file; We have difficulties with those people. However, we can help you find human rights lawyer and prosecute them.”

I replied, "If you have difficulties, let them see! I don't have the money to hire a lawyer.”

Afterwards, I wondered what the police said about "those people"! Who are they (Annotation 2)!

The U.S. and Canadian federal police called me several times; I don't know why, who's spying on me. Their investigations entered my credit record; I was in trouble, but I couldn't do anything.

注9.7-2，加拿大联邦警察怎么说美国的“那帮人”？他们是谁？请允许我先解释我的那个国务院警察室友是什么人？一次，他对我说：“你这种人，如果我不告诉你，你一辈子不会知道我是什么人。我是国务院审查公安部报告的文职人员。我们这种人很多，国务院采用公司制管理，用了个不相关的公司名。我们本质上是国务院的员工，但国务院不准我们随便使用国务院的名头。” 类似的，加拿大警察所说的美国的那帮人就是用了假名的美国总统府员工。如果加拿大警察告诉了我他们的公司名，反倒是欺骗了我。

Annotation 9.7-2, What does the Canadian Federal Police say about “that group” of American, “those people”? Who are they? Allow me to explain first who that State Department police roommate of mine is? Once, he said to me, “People like you, if I don't tell you, you won't know who I am for the rest of your life. I am a civilian official of the State Council who reviews the reports of the Ministry of Public Security. There are many people like us, and the State Council adopts the company system to manage with an unrelated company name. We are essentially employees of the State Council, but the State Council does not allow us to use the name of the State Council casually.”  By similarity, that “Those American” is a secret agency directly under American president, if the Canadian Federal Police told me their unrelated agency name, they are cheating on me.

（事例3）

2010年4月，我去RBC银行申请买房贷款。银行的贷款经纪人看了我的信誉记录后，忽然说： “哎呀！你是国际人物（注3），我们不知道你是谁，不和你这种人做生意！”

我立刻懵了：“什么国际人物！？我的信誉记录里哪条表明了：我是国际人物？”

从2002年起，我一直都有警察监视我的困惑；直至2014年写完回忆录，明白了此中的缘由。

注9.7-3，美国中央警察和加拿大联邦警察调查我，会被记录到个人的信誉记录，存档一段时间。

(Case 3)

In April 2010, I went to RBC Bank to apply for a home loan. The bank's loan broker looked at my credit record and suddenly said, “Oops! You are an international figure (Annotation 3), we don't know who you are and don't do business with people like you!”

I was immediately confused: “What international figure!? Which of my credit records says: I'm international?”

Since 2002, I have been confused by police spying on me; It wasn't until I wrote my memoir in 2014 that I understood why.

Annotation 9.7-3, the investigation of me by the secret agency of the United States and the Federal Police of Canada were recorded in my personal credit record and archived for a period.

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