我的家庭醫生大衛博士，台灣人，跟蹤着我的病情發展。約在2013年，他對我說： “我雖然不是精神病專業的，但我喜歡精神病學，現在我也常看他們的論文，跟隨着精神病研究的發展。我覺得我有資格對你的病給你一個總的說法。”

大衛博士說： “我都聽得很清楚，你的病的治療辦法就是：你回國，找着你的仇家，和解，把那些陳芝麻、爛穀子的事能解決多少，就解決多少。你那些事，如果發生在北美，人家那些精神科的醫生，一聽，如果認為是那麼回事。他們就幫你找要找的人，撮合你們見面和談。你這點兒事兒，他們很快就能辦來。他們北美有一個系統，可好了。咱說這個沒用，再好也用不上，因為你的事發生在中國，就只能靠你自己了。”

My family doctor, Dr. David, a Taiwanese, followed my disease progression. In 2013, he told me, “Although I am not a psychiatrist, I like psychiatry. Now I often read their papers and follow the development of psychiatric research. I think I am qualified to give you a general statement about your disease.”

Dr. David said, "I heard it all very clearly. The treatment for your illness is: go back to China, find your enemies, reconcile with them, and resolve as many of those old issues as you can. If your issues happened in North America, once the psychiatrists there heard about it and thought it was the case, they would help you find the people you were looking for and bring you together for a meeting and a talk. They can do your job very quickly. They have a great system in North America. We say it's useless, no matter how good it is, because your issues happened in China, so you can only rely on yourself."

大衛博士繼續說：“剩下來的事，就是走一步，看一步；就是對付。精神病能引起很多別的病；你的未來不可預料，所以這是最佳方案。什麼意思？我給你舉例說。你現在的胃腸不好。胃腸是最能體現情感的器官。你過去有那樣的情感經歷，你的胃腸有現在的表現，不奇怪，不說是必然的，也可以說是精神病的伴生病。對付的辦法，你現在多喝水。喝水可真是個好辦法！水多，就把那些有刺激性的胃腸分泌物沖淡了，減小了刺激性分泌物的腐蝕性。如果你喝夠了，不想多喝水了，咱就全面檢查，找出是哪一種刺激物讓你疼得受不了。配藥，像是酸鹼綜合似的，用藥把那種有刺激的分泌物的刺激性去除掉。等到你吃藥吃夠了，不想吃藥了，咱就動手術，用刀把那個壞器官割掉。你得明白：現在的醫療水平，藥物不能使壞器官變好。”

我聽了之後感到絕望！即便是動手術把我的肚子都挖空了，也解決不了我與劉健君以及她父親的恩怨情仇。

Dr. David continued, "The rest is to take one step at a time and see what happens. Mental illness can cause many other diseases. Your future is unpredictable, so this is the best option. What does it mean? Let me give you an example. Your stomach and intestines are not in good condition now. The stomach and intestines are the organs that best reflect emotions. You had such emotional experiences in the past, and your stomach and intestines have the current performance. It is not surprising. It is not inevitable, but it can be said to be a comorbidity of mental illness. The way to deal with it is to drink more water now. Drinking water is really a good way! More water can dilute those irritating gastrointestinal secretions and reduce the corrosiveness of irritating secretions. If you have drunk enough and don't want to drink more water, we will have a comprehensive examination to find out which irritant is causing you unbearable pain. Prescription, like acid-base synthesis, uses medicine to remove the irritation of the irritating secretions. When you have taken enough medicine and don't want to take medicine anymore, we will perform surgery and use a knife to cut off the bad organ. You have to understand with the current medical level, medicine cannot make bad organs better."

I felt despair after hearing that! Even if I had surgery to dig my belly empty, it wouldn't solve my Gratitude Resentment Love and Hatred against Eve Liu and her father.

10.6-2治療心理疾病的原則 Principles of Curing Mental Illness

在2014年，我寫完了《盧岩的回憶錄》後，確立了治療精神病的三條原則。

1. 我的病要從過去54年，現在和未來綜合考慮，因為無意識和前意識沒有前後順序性和時間性，還因為無意識的無覆性和異熟性（參見第11.4.5節《識蘊》和 第11.6.1節《異熟果》）。

2. 心的本質是事；心病也叫恩怨情仇病。其本質是不正當的人際和社會關係，治療就是修補人際或社會關係。無意識只處理現量（參見11.4.5節《八識與三量的關係》），就是劉健君說的， “人不見面，病治不好” （參見7.5節） 的原因。所以我要找到劉健君，和她面對面地公平解決我，她，和她爸爸三人之間的恩怨情仇。

3. 當痛苦的經歷有了意義，痛苦就消失了。這是現代心理學的理論；古人也是這麼認為的，即思想和感情跟着意義走。根據這一原理，我要寫好此《靈魂轉世的實驗報告》，與眾生共享劉團長，劉健君和我盧岩，我們三人對古代《桃花劫》（參見2.1節）的研究成果，流傳後世，讓劉團長死得其所，千古流芳。

In 2014, after I wrote “Luyan’s Memoirs”, I established three principles for treating mental illness.

 First, my illness needs to be considered comprehensively from the perspective of the past 54 years, the present and the future, because the unconscious and the preconscious have no sequence and time, also because of the non-coverable nature and mutant nature of unconsciousness (see Section 11.4.5, "Sense Node" and Section 11.6.1, "Mutant Fruit").

Second, the essence of the heart (i.e. mind) is affair; mental illness is also called “gratitude resentment love and hatred illness”. Its essence is improper interpersonal and social relationships and treatment is to repair interpersonal or social relationships. The unconscious only deals with “Present Quantities” (see Section 11.4.5 "The Relationship between Eight Consciousnesses and Three Quantities"), which is why Eve Liu said, "If people don't meet, the disease can't be cured" (see Section 7.5). So, I will find Eve Liu and face to face with her to fairly resolve the “gratitude resentment love and hatred disputes” between me, her, and her father.

Third, when painful experiences have significances, the pain disappears. This is the theory of modern psychology; the ancients also thought so, that is, thoughts and feelings follow meanings. According to this principle, I will write this “Reincarnation Experimental Report” to commonwealth with all sentient beings the research results of the ancient story “Peach Flower Catastrophe” (see section 2.1) by the three of us, Troupe Leader Liu, Eve Liu, and me, Adam Luyan, to pass it on to the future generations, so that Troupe Leader Liu's sacrifice will be well deserved and will be honored for eternity.

10.6-3阻礙精神病治療的因素Impediment to Treat Mental Disorder

這個前女朋友（參見8.7節《出故事的人》）給我的兩條關於精神病治療的忠告是正確的。第一，不要相信醫院的精神病醫生，85-95%的精神病醫生不懂精神病。第二，自己買書看，自己治療。“85-95%的精神病醫生不懂精神病” 這個說法，我小時候，梁伯姨父也對我說過多次。我在查找精神病治療方法的時候發現，心理學書中只要說到精神病的治療，就會推薦我前一小節所說的治療原則。

我在治療自己的心理疾病的過程中，最困難的就是全面推翻《美國精神病手冊》（DSM-5）。《美國精神病手冊》是美國數千精神病專家的集體作品，怎麼錯了呢！？《手冊》是基於對數千精神病醫生診斷和治療措施的統計而制定的標準和給出建議，而不是基於心理學原理和臨床治療效果而給出建議。他們怎麼可能不根據治療措施產生的效果而決定治療措施是否正確呢！？因為根據他們給出的治療措施，找不到一例滿意的治療效果。他們服務於歌利王，不服務於精神病人。

The two clauses of advice this ex-girlfriend (see Section 8.7, "The Person Who Produces Stories") gave me about mental illness treatment are correct. First, do not trust the psychiatrists in the hospital; 85-95% of psychiatrists do not understand mental illness. Second, buy books and treat yourself. "85-95% of psychiatrists do not understand mental illness" was something my Uncle Liang told me many times when I was a child. When I was looking for treatment methods for mental illness, I found that whenever psychology books talked about the treatment of mental illness, they would recommend the treatment principles I mentioned in the previous section.

The most difficult part of my treatment of my mental illness was to completely overturn the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-5). The DSM-5 is the collective work of thousands of American psychiatrists. How could it be wrong? The DSM-5 is based on the statistics of the diagnosis and treatment measures of thousands of psychiatrists, rather than the psychological principles and clinical treatment effects. How could they not decide whether the treatment measures are correct based on the effects they produce? Because there is no satisfactory treatment effect based on their treatment measures. They serve Song-Profit Kings, not the mentally ill.

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