本回忆录此前叙述了作为刘团长医学实验对象的我，从1岁到46岁的经历。若从灵魂转世的说法来说，从第1章到9.4节，都是刘团长在对我作法。魂是由许多灵构成的。前文的每一个案例，都是一颗“灵丹”。灵丹的灵字就是构成灵魂的灵。刘团长喂那么多的灵丹给我吃了，我吃了之后大多是“迷惑不解”。2011年秋，我的体内发生大爆炸（参见10.2节），堕入地狱了，我就进入了灵魂转世的寻香阶段。

This memoir previously recounted my experiences as a subject of medical experiments by Troupe Leader Liu from my age of 1 to 46. In terms of the reincarnation of the soul, from chapter 1 to section 9.4, it was him who was predetermining my fate. The soul is made up of many spirits. Each of above cases is a “spiritual elixir”. The word spirit in “spiritual elixir” is the spirit that makes up the soul. Troupe Leader Liu fed me so many “spiritual elixirs”, and after I ate those, those all became my muddles. In the fall of 2011, a big explosion occurred in my belly (see section 10.2), I fell into hell (see illustration 10.10-1-22), from then I entered the stage of “Perfume Seeker” in the reincarnation experiment.

寻香是说我卢岩去找刘健君转世，重新变成人。寻香的香字是 “戒香”，是对女戒（五百威仪十万八千魅力）比男戒（三千威仪八万四千细行）多出来的部分的称呼。在本文的戒香是说刘健君的美德熏于四方。

Perfume-Seeker means that I, Luyan, went to find Eve Liu to reincarnate and become human again. The word for perfume in words “Perfume Seeker” is "precept perfume", which is the name given to the extra part of the woman precepts (500 Majesties 108,000 Charms) over the man precepts (3,000 Majesties 84,000 Enchantments). In this article it means that Eve Liu’s virtues smoked in all directions.

刘健君有那么厉害吗？答：她是世界第一位，为什么？佛经中曾有弟子问释迦摩尼，“为什么观音菩萨的法力比你高很多？” 释迦摩尼回答，“因为她发菩提心（注，菩提心是愿渡，参见16.1节）比我早500年。”这是什么意思？如图10.10-1右侧，那是墨西哥雨神特拉洛克落难五行山500年的雕像（参见本书的第18章）。释迦摩尼也曾堕入地狱，被困在了五行山500年。释迦摩尼是在堕入地狱之后才发的菩提心，而观音菩萨是在他堕入地狱之前发的菩提心。此中的 “500年” 就是从这个 “落难五行山” 的劫数换算出来的！

Is Eve Liu that good? Answer: She is the worldly No.1, isn’t she? A disciple in the Buddhist scriptures once asked Shakyamuni, "Why is View-sound Bodhisattva's juristic power so much higher than yours?" Shakyamuni replied, “Because she took the Bodhi-Heart oath (Annotation the oath is Will Ark, see section 16.1) 500 years before me.” What does this mean? As shown on the right side of Figure 10.10-1, that's a statue of the Mexican rain god Tlaloc who fell into the “Five Migrations Mountain” for 500 years (see chapter 18). Shakyamuni also fell into hell and was trapped in the “Five Migrations Mountain” for 500 years. Shakyamuni aroused Bodhi-Heart only after he fell into hell, while View-sound Bodhisattva aroused Bodhi-Heart before he fell into hell. The "500 years" in this case is converted from this “fall into the Five Migrations Mountain catastrophe"!

那刘健君是什么时候发的菩提心？答：她发菩提心的事被刊登在了报纸上（参见4.5节《真人医学实验的报纸新闻》）。那时她还是个小女孩儿，比我卢岩早了534年！

And when did Eve Liu take her Bodhi-Heart oath? Answer: Her taking the Oath was published in the newspaper (see Section 4.5, "Newspaper News of Real-Life Medical Experiments"). She was a little girl at that time, 534 years before I, Luyan!

（2）显灵 Manifesting Spirits

我堕入地狱后，即患了精神病之后，总是琢磨刘团长对我做过的那些奇怪的事，逐渐意识到了那些都是佛教中极其经典的案例。那些案例是有顺序的，例如怪事发生在我入学研究生时、入学大学时、入学高中、入学初中，以至于我四岁时的第一个案例《生命之树的故事》；就这样刘团长的不断显灵，指引着我的思想不断地逆着时间前进，直至回忆出了本书的第1章《娃娃婚约》。

After I fell into hell, i.e., after I suffered from mental illness, I always pondered over those strange things that Troupe Leader Liu had done to me, and gradually realized that those were extremely classic cases in Buddhism. Those cases were sequential, for example, the strange things happened when I enrolled in graduate school, when I enrolled in college, when I enrolled in high school, when I enrolled in junior high school, and up to the first case, The Story of Life Tree, when I was four years old; in this way the Manifesting Spirits of Troupe Leader Liu guided my mind to keep moving forward against time until I recalled Chapter 1 of this book, Children Marriage Contract.

（3）灵魂转世的本质 Nature of Reincarnation

2014年，我写完回忆录后，就懂得了灵魂转世的本质。唯物主义的灵魂可以简化为：{灵魂} = {家庭} + {事业}，参见4.7节的灵魂转世故事，是从唯物主义来说的。刘团长要我娶他的女儿，就是要我继承他的家庭；这是他把自己的家庭传给了我。他要我继承这个实验的研究，完成实验报告，就是把自己穷极一生，却没完成的事业交给了我。而我为了生活，依据前面的心病治疗原则，我会和刘健君合作，写完我这部分实验的报告，公布于众，让他瞑目。这就是我的命运，是中的驱动力是我的烦恼，即我的心病，和我的个人爱好。这就是他把自己的灵魂转移到了我身上的道理。

In 2014, after I wrote my memoir, I came to understand the nature of soul reincarnation. Materialistic soul can be simplified as {soul} = {family} + {career}, see the story of the reincarnation of the soul in section 4.7. By asking me to marry his daughter, Troupe Leader Liu is asking me to inherit his family; this is his passing on his family to me. By asking me to inherit the research of this experiment and complete the experimental report, he was handing over to me the cause that he had spent his whole life on but had not accomplished. And for me to live, based on the previous principles of mental illness treatment, I will cooperate with Eve Liu, finish writing the report of my part of the experiment, publish it to the public, and let him rest in peace. This is my destiny, and the driving force in it is my troubles, i.e., my mental illness, and my personal hobbies. This is the whole course he transferred his soul to me.

从唯心主义来谈灵魂转世，佛教不相信人有灵魂，但承认灵魂转世。作者我认为他们是从异生性（参见11.4.4.2-5 异生性），即个体性，来考虑的；{异生性}={烦恼}+{所知}。

Talking about soul reincarnation from the perspective of idealism, Buddhism does not believe that humans have souls, but it recognizes soul reincarnation. Author me believes that they consider it from the perspective of Mutant Nature (see 11.4.4.2-5 Mutant Nature), that is, individuality; {Mutant Nature} ={Annoyances}+{Knows}.

在4.5《真人医学实验的报纸新闻》里有这样一句话：那个父亲和那个男孩儿都会因为这个实验生病，人不同，他们的病不会相同；但他们的病都是从这实验中的一系列事件中形成的。从这个方面来说，他们俩患了相同的病。此中，刘团长认为他和我有共同的烦恼，即我们俩各自的病。而我在对抗自己心病的过程中，验证和得到了许多新知识，对世界人生有了新的认知；这就是我的新的所知。就这样，此长达数十年的真人医学实验中，刘团长把他自己的烦恼和所知传给了我，根据佛学中异生性的定义，我是他的灵魂转世。

In section 4.5 Newspaper News of Real-Life Medical Experiments, there is a sentence that both that father and that boy will get sick from this experiment, people are different, so their illnesses won't be the same; but their illnesses have both developed from the series of events in this experiment. In this respect, they both suffered from the same disease. In this case, Troupe Leader Liu thought that he and I had a common {Annoyances}, i.e., the sickness of each of us. And in the process of fighting my own mental illness, I verified and gained a lot of new knowledge and a new worldview, which are my new {Knows}.In this way, during this decades-long medical experiment in real-life, Troupe Leader Liu passed on his own {Annoyances} and {Knows}to me, and according to the Buddhist definition of Mutant Nature, I am the reincarnation of his soul.

（4）灵魂转世的表现 Phenomena of Reincarnation

2014年，我理解了上文的灵魂转世的本质之后，很生气，那就是些理论上的说法，而这个实验却毁了我的家庭和职业，但我也没有别的办法，只好继续编辑我的回忆录。

In 2014, after I understood the nature of the reincarnation of souls above, I was angry that it was some theoretical claim and that the experiment had destroyed my family and my career, but I had no other recourse but to continue editing my memoirs.

那几年里，我常常恨刘健君，想象着吃她的肉，但恨她会引起我呼吸障碍，喘不过来气。由于恨刘健君会加剧我的心理矛盾，引发我的胃肠溃疡，我不得不放弃仇恨，赶紧行动起来编辑我的回忆录。

During those years, I often hated Eve Liu and imagined eating her flesh, but hating her would cause me to have breathing problems, gasping for air. Because hating her would aggravate my psychological conflicts and trigger my gastrointestinal ulcers, I had to give up my hatred and rush into action to edit my memoirs.

也许真是 “人身果”的作用，我的病情并没有想象得那么悲观，逐渐地好转了。传说人三岁之前的记忆力量强大，有起死回生的功效，就是传说中的人身果（参见15.3节）。那个记忆就是中华文化传说中的福，亦作大力神。这个福，佛教中称作儒童（梵语摩纳婆），印度教中作婆罗门（Bramin）,伊斯兰教、基督教、和埃及文化中作亚伯（Abel），日耳曼文化中作马格尼（Magni），古墨西哥文化中作灵龙（Quetzalcoatl）。

Perhaps it was the “Human Body Fruit” that made my condition less pessimistic than I thought, and I gradually got better. Legend has it that a person's memory before the age of three is so powerful that it has the effect of bringing the dead back to life, which is the legendary Human Body Fruit (see Section 15.3). That memory is the Chinese cultural legend of “Fortune”, also known as Big Strength God. This “Fortune” is known as Juvenile (Sanskrit Manava) in Buddhism, Bramin in Hinduism, Magni in Germanic culture, Quetzalcoatl in ancient Mexican culture, and Abel in Islam Christianity and Egyptian culture.

渐渐地，我忘记了以前的生活，开始喜欢这个灵魂转世实验了，觉得是刘团长让我有了灵魂，使我的生活有了意义。约从2016年开始，多年中，我想起他就悲伤流泪，比如一天想起他五次，就哭五次 ---似乎已经成了我的一个特质。但不是，此时的日期是2023年10月，已经还久没因为想起刘团长而流泪了，不过还是有时候想起他就有悲伤落泪的冲动。

Gradually, I forgot about my previous life and began to like this soul reincarnation experiment, thinking that it was Troupe Leader Liu who gave me a soul and made my life meaningful. Since about 2016, over the years, I have wept sadly when I think of him, such as crying five times a day when I think of him five times a day --- it seems to have become a trait of mine. But no, the date at this point is October 2023, and it's been quite a while since I shed tears for thinking of Headmaster Liu, but still, sometimes I have the urge to shed tears of sadness when I think of him.

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