“我听见你开门的声音，就过来了”，

“小青呢”，

“她下午走了”

“哦”

曦儿应了一声，嗓子有点紧，她不太敢看宇天，说：

“嗯，你还有事吗？”，

“没事，只是想和你说一声谢谢”，

“不用客气，下次她来，你就让她住我这里，没问题”。

两个人站在那里谁也没说话，空气象凝固了一样，过来一会儿，宇天问

“今天玩得好吗？”，

“挺好，就是很累”，

“那好，你休息吧”，

“再见”。曦儿关上了门，长长地吐了一口气。

    曦儿躺在床上仔细回味着和宇天的谈话，总觉得他可能看出了什么，如果苏阳说我一脸失恋表情，这可有些糟。 绝对不能让他知道。 曦儿暗暗告诫自己。 就这样，曦儿又度过了一个不安稳的一夜。

下面的几个星期，曦儿都刻意躲着宇天，每天都很晚回家，有一天在系门口远远的看到宇天，吓得她赶紧又转回系里了。

周末总是和朋友去看电影，基本不在宿舍，宇天的生活本来就很规律，起很早，正点下班，下班后就基本在宿舍看书，所以躲宇天很容易。这样过了一个多月，曦儿感觉自己已经经过了这件事，有时想起宇天也不那么难过了。

有一天，曦儿在宿舍备课，听到敲门的声音，是宇天，

“曦儿，在家吗？”

曦儿想了想，觉得总这样躲也不是办法，就调整了一下情绪，开了门，宇天站在门口，说，

“可以进来坐坐吗？

“进来吧”，

“曦儿，很久没看见你了，最近在忙什么呢？”

“我下学期有课，忙着编讲义呐”，

“怪不得”，

双方都有点语塞，话里话外都透着以前不曾有的客气和疏远，宇天想打破尴尬的气氛，故作轻松得问，

“最近这里好像很安静，动物园的联欢会也没有了，家里的东西也不太坏了，我好像到有点不习惯了”，

曦儿不知哪里有了点无名火，抢白道，

“这样岂不更好，省的有人打搅你”，说完就有些后悔，又补充了一句莫名其妙的话，“对不起，没什么”。

“曦儿，你到底是怎么了？以前你和我说话不是这样的”，

“宇天，没什么，大概是有些累吧”，

宇天有些犹豫地问，

“那个苏阳是你的男朋友吗？”

曦儿有些诧异的看了宇天，半天没会过意来，

“哦，不是，不是，他是我们系的，”，

曦儿如实得回答，又过了一会，宇天说，

“曦儿，如果是我做了什么不对的事，请你原谅，我绝对不是故意的”，

曦儿用很低的声音说，

“你没有，是我自己不小心”，说完觉得眼圈有点红，佯装着打了一个哈欠说，

“宇天，我有点困了”

宇天只好站起说，

“好吧，你休息吧”，走到门口，停了一会儿，背对着曦儿说，

“曦儿，对不起，认识你太晚了”，就径直开门走了，留下曦儿怔怔的站在那里说不出话来。

接下来的日子，宇天和曦儿相互见面打个招呼，说一些无关紧要的话，偶然，曦儿也说点笑话，但再也不会没事去找宇天聊天了。

记得当时写这一段就想起这首歌（That's the way it is.）。

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through, yeah
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you, yeah
Don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way, yeah
So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

That's the way it is

When life is empty,
With no tomorrow,
And loneliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all all

When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it

(And that's the way it is
When you want it the most
There's no easy way out
When you're ready to go
And your heart's left to doubt)

Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
That's the way it is
That's the way it is
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is